I think patience is something i will always struggle with, for me a good day is when everything is on schedule and there is no need to rush. I am a control freak i guess, i hate waiting and spending time doing nothing... I dun like people waiting for me but i hate waiting for people. I wish i can take a step back and enjoy the free time that have just sprout up. I would ask myself why am i rushing and then i realise because i dunno wat to do with the free time... Especially when i' tired, and i start to think the faster i finish this the faster i can rest. I guess i just need to slow things down and breathe slower. There are too many 'I' in this entry, think i'm gonna go pray help me to calm down and think of God's timing and not mine.

I just took a few days holiday to Malaysia these passed few days. It was a wonderful time many good food and fun! A great time to go away from Singapore, running away from reality for awhile... Haha not that i have a very tough life...

Anyways well i was thinking what kinda troubles have i been running away from?
Work? Well work has been quite busy lately but still manageable.
Ministry? Erm... I guess every ministry has it's challenges but i think my small group could do better... HAHA! (Get Ready!!!)
What else can there be? Life as a single is so much more simpler... (Being a teen worker helps to complicates things alittle :p)
I have to think real hard for this but i cant seem to come up with the answer maybe it's just running away from life's mundane cycle. But i thought if life is not mundane or 'normal' then i will have a crisis everyday! Maybe it's not so bad after all...
Come to think of it the past few weeks have been a roller coaster ride, more downs than up though... I guess there are some reasons for me to take time off after all.
Even today after coming back from the trip i have to worry about the tonnes of housework i gotta do since i was away for a few days... Of course the laundry as well, guess it can wait until tomorrow when i come home from church after leaders meeting....
What am i still doing here blogging? PROCRASTINATING of coz!!!
Hiaz back to life....