Well i have been a christian for 9 years... Can't believe it sometimes, not tat i'm still a x'tian but tat how fast time flies... well if u ask me how do i feel, i really dunno to me it seems like any other day nothing special anymore.

well maybe cos i was kinda busy, but as i think more the more i feel guilty cos i not i am just not really grateful. 9 years is a long time, long enough to have my heart hardened. i have lost sight of the forgiveness & the joy of my baptism. It was kinda sobering when i think more abt it.

So i guess today is not a normal day for me after all... HAVE A GOOD DAY TOO!!!

Well i thought i should do something about the current situation after Roman say he wants Grant for next season so i wrote in to let them know what i think....

Hi i would like to apply for a manager job in Chelsea FC. Seeing that how pathetic Avram Grant is and he still can keep the job. Nothing personal but i love this club and i think they could bring in a coach that can lead the team better. I think Grant just inherited a good team from the previous manager. Please consider my request, as i can see i don't need any qualification like Grant to hold this job. Please consider other coaches/manager applying for this job, i think they will have a better chance than me. Last but not least i can accept any other manager getting hired other than Grant. Please don't keep him for next season. Thank you.

If you have no idea what this is, it's ok....