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I'm been feeling kinda emotional the past few days. i juz have this feeling tat alot of my frenship wif pple have been kinda drifting, maybe they dun feel it but i dun feel as close to them as i was b4. it's like when i see them in church i dunno wat to say to them, we may act as if we're still close but i definitely dun feel it all the time.
i dunno why i feel like this maybe it's becos i moved to the teens & it's hard when most of my frens r in the east, i kinda noe this would happen but it's still not easy. it feels like i'm no longer in the grp of frens tat i feel close to. it's not like they drifted away but it was me who drifted from them... now it feels like when i join them, i'm like visiting them, there's this distance between us, i cant help it but i do feel it.
maybe it's time i build new frenship, wif the teens i feel like no matter how hard i try i'll still be a teen worker, wif the teens workers it has been ok juz tat we can be so different from each other tat it feels hard to be close.
I ask myself who do i feel close now, the answer is i dunno.
Maybe i'm juz emotional, maybe i'm juz falling into self-pity....
Maybe i juz need some assurance, maybe i didnt try hard enuff as a fren...
Sorry for being a lousy fren, tat's really how i feel...
Friday, June 29, 2007 at 10:51 AM
