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Welcome! After a long time i updated my Blog
Just kinda lazy to do anything about it
Guess it happens to everyone....
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happy things
Well i've been abit down lately, if u didnt notice it, all i can say is tat i did a good job hidding it... sorry, i noe nothing to be proud of... anyway there have been little things tat bugs me here & there... so when it all adds up i was feeling kinda emotional about it...
I have thinking abt things alot lately, besides having lotsa crap in my head, i do have a few thinking cell by the way... not very convincing? i agree... anyway i emptied my head & pondered... i realise it's abt contentment... example: if u have no time u worry, if u have abit of time u worry abt wat to do wif the little time u have, when u have lotsa time u wonder wat u gonna do wif it.... there're many things to do but i juz didnt wanna do it... it's like i can neva be satisfied... the thing here is to be content wif wat i have...
Felt alot better when i'm contented... there're juz somethings in life u will not have...
So i decided to do things i enjoyed to be happy...
1)well i met up wif some of my poly frens, Joyce, Fabian & LN to catch X3. it was so fun watching a midnite movie & catching up wif them... the movie was great! lotsa action too bad it wasn't like the actual comic but nvm....
2)went on dates, 1st wif sasha then clara... spend lotsa $$$ :-p haiz overeat somemore... haha but was fun hangout wif the bro & sis doing things... lotsa laughs... good to have frens
3)dota... no need to say more
4) watch da vinci code & hangout after tat... storybook was better!!!! but enjoyed the company then go hangout again wif other bro & sis
5)watch over the hedge last nite wif roger teo, very funny pls watch it laugh until almost roll on the floor, btw from the creator of shrek... cant be wrong...
i was thinking lotsa goo things will cheer me up but thru all these i realise it's not the activities, it's the company!!! i had lotsa fun but it was better wif all pple ard me... i'm content to have so many frens in my to hangout wif... look forward to more hangouts! so nxt time got hangout better chio me!! haha so unreasonable one...
There're still lotsa things to do, lotsa worries in my life especially in June, but i'm glad i'm happier now & tat i noe how to handle 'things' as for now i can only keep praying for forgiveness... & for contentment... we can neva be fulfilled unless we decide to be... this will oso help u to continue to be motivated!!! 加油!!!! :-)
Wednesday, May 31, 2006 at 12:40 PM
