well i think rapheal's lesson really helped me to see how i needed to be more motivated & more relying in God... i guess i cant control everything, but i can do my best in wat i can control... u might think this is clinche but live is full of reminders...

i needed to be reminded again & again of my purpose in life... Big Jo asked me the other day wat will be my answer if someone was to ask me why did i become a X'tain, well i said is to have a better life & to have a relationship wif God...

Haha i forgot tat my live though without much control it's way better than being a non x'tain simply becos i noe i'm always called to do the rite thing... Btw being a pagan doesnt mean u have more control in life!!!

there u go, i've sorted myself out haha... well credit to rapheal & big Jo... well the truth is all of u affect my life as well.... thx for the frenship...